KAUN fused?
am I? or the other one who is causing all these mental tensions to me?
when people were telling that this road is full of THORNs, I thought they could be either selfish or living in this world for the sake of living.
After some time as I came to know that they are not of first kind so i thought they could be either of second kind or they are saying with experience.
Whatever they are, i don't care. My only tension is there are lot of thorns and don't know how to run on this road. I don't want to walk slowly, my goal is too far that I should run or I should fly. Otherwise I can't say whether I can reach my goal.
but...
from last 18 years I am running. I never tried to stop myself. I never had control on my speed. I don't know what the world think of me now, and I will try not to care for that in future(as I am just human, i can only TRY but with full enthu).
There were thorns, a lot of thorns on this long long road. I never treated them as a stoppage to my goal. nor I wish to see them now...
then...???
but...
but in last two years I don't know how hard I worked for my goal directly and at the end of the day I thought I succeeded.
BUT...
Whatever I thought four months back, its wrong. Totally wrong. In not more than 4 months(from when I am staying confused... :P) I lost grip on myself. Some other forces are directing me, I don't know where, where I am heading. Totally LOST... LOst...lost...
If I won't start my journey at least now I am sure I am not going to reach my goal for sure. At least I should start walking, because there are some hopes in walking than staying stagnant.
Till yesterday I used to think that because the other one is not good I am confused/tensed/worried/getting worried. But now I am getting that its not the other one, its me who is not perfect. Its me who need to get corrected first of all.
I promise, I promise myself that I will learn these 4 months as a lesson for my future goal, a rejuvenation center which came on my way to rejuvenate me. Let me start my journey.
doston I am a kind of person who will never give up things so easily...!!!
till now u didn't get meaning for the heading...???
don't worry its me whose mind was fused. I had given complaint in our hostel's office to call for electrician, they will call soon. You know its India, it will take time to make this BHARATH.
CONFUSED even now...??? then kaun fused you have to say...
ha ha ha ha...
nagSSSSSsssssssss
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Thorns are the elements which prevent the third kind of people (those who are neither selfish nor are living their lives for the sake of living, but are afraid of waking barefoot) walk on this road...
ReplyDeleteWell, what I think is it is not always the success which matters, not always satisfaction, not the speed you walk with...but what matters is the existence of a road to walk on (perhaps with no final goal) but with small goals which boost up your enthusiasm on your way on this never ending road! :)
There'll always be rivers and forests on unexplored roads, and quite often you'll have to build your own way...many times you'll end up with a valley at the end...then you'll obviously turn behind and put a mark on your road asking your dear followers to take a different route... :)
There are always situations when you cut your way through a forest to find a dead end...the trees will take their own time to grow on the path you had cut them earlier to make your mistakes right...and the trees will grow themselves...you never have a command on nature's laws...
AND
This never means you wait for those trees to grow...you'll be wasting your time doing this...YOU HAVE A LONG JOURNEY AHEAD...You have to walk through unexplored roads!!
It is all about experience :) and ya...m not confused :D